Well, it's done (the booking of the travel). And the fear is here.
It comes back anytime I make a big purchase or plan a trip. Can I afford it? Will there be work? And so on.
You'd think that after freelancing for nearly 4 years -- and still being somewhat solvent, if broke -- that I would have learned to push the fear away and just concentrate on the positive.
For some reason, this time, it's hard.
The good thing is that I should be able to make quite a killing from writing stories whilst on these adventures. However, that money will arrive long after the trip is taken. And the funds are needed before the trip. Ugh.
Anyway -- it's generic, this worry I have. And, as usual, it will work out. I hope. Yikes!
Cheers
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